Goodbye memories.

That was all that. I went to the park where we went for my 17th birthday. He surprised me, by coming to my house and we went to the place - not alone. I was surprised and speechless as I really wanted to be with him for my birthday. He said he couldn't come. Then, I went back home after 'celebrating' my birthday at some mall with fellow friends (they're all gone now, btw. Gone as in, no longer friends, to me) and there he was standing, with a friend hiding behind a bush. And I was told that he had planned all along with my friends he's not close with, which was to me, sweet (still is, to think of it). He caught me off guard. I found myself smiling and couldn't even speak. Which was weird since I was the one who talked a lot. So yeah, there was this, idk, a place where  we sat there, while it was raining heavily. "Goodbye memories" I said as I left the place after doing my morning jog just now. It pains me just to be there, but I have to go through it. Since, the place is so close to my house. All the memories flashed into my mind. As I go, I have to let him go with it. Maybe. I don't even know.